Gd morning ... i reali going mad !!! i just cannot take it ... but thanks to dhaiva i still can make it la .. i reail dont think so i can do it .. its like i MUST hear his voice lky tat but i know a deal is a deal but ya .. i reail dont know waht is happening .. =[ all i can say for now is i REAIL GOING NUTS HERE !! OMG pls save mi .. Bloging and dhaiva is e only help i gto to keep my mind of him so ya ...

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Gd morning =] hmmm yesterday didnt go swimming cuz its was raining so mum n ni went to BBP to eat and did some window shopping hehe .. had alot of fun wit mum laugh alot cuz of my stupid jk tat we make of dad haha .. poor dad we reli made so many studip jks of him haha.. but he dont know wat to ya .. haha .. i just had alot of fun wit mum .. since its holiday and i also nt going out so mum reli make it a point to bring mi out even though its not the plce i wan to go atleast i going out nt like staying at home .. i lve u mum =] Ok .. so yesterday nite tok to MR .HANDSOME for the last time =[ hmmm ya we wanted a hateing ending but turn out to be a swit n sad wan .. i sure missing him nw .. and ya atlest of the last time he sing to mi our fav song Vizhi Moodi .. hmm the song reali have a lot of wonderful meaning in it .. and ya i trying my best to keep my hands frm my hp cuz i dont wan to call him or text him =[ bee i m so missing u .. OMG i going to be mad soon .. but luckly i have dhaiva ( my heart n soul ) thanks babe !!! lve u and miss u too .. u have reali done so much of two of us and not fogetting help us wen ever we both fight ... thanks ... and cuz of u onli i and MR .HANDSOME stared to tok =] cheers to u babe .. take care .. see ya soon gal ...

hmmm today is a tiring day i must say cuz wake up clean e hus wen to mum wrk place to give food and also had mine there ( being a gd daughter hehe) then went shop get some thing and will be going swimming later wit mum .. haha.. it has been veri long since i and mum wen swimming alone haha. so happy la !!! And the sad thing 2day is tat i and bee will not be toking frm today until 27 aug 2013 =( so looking forward to tat day.. i know its a lng2 way to go but still i m also there for bee n bee is always thee 4 mi .. so today he just irritated mi cuz i tld him to do so cuz i dont wan to miss him .. and y i dont wan to miss him cuz if i miss him i will call him and say let's tok for another 2 or 3 days more and ya .. so frm 2morrow onwards i going to make myself busy !!! cuz if not i will 100% call him so ya .. BEE i reali going to miss u ... and dhaiva I miss u badly di .. just miss the time wen we will  be otp for hrs even in the hrs there will be almost 15-20 min of silent we still enjoy those times but now ?? hope n pray tat we can get back those times ok .. lve u =)